Holidays..

Now it was holiday , my long awaited holiday ..

i miss him so much ..

When i am at school , even when i avoid him , i still have the chance of seeing him .. From the back or even straightly into his eyes .. But now , i am unable to do anything ..

Every night , i would miss him so much , my heart would be painful every night ..

Every night , i would tell to myself .. "When am i going to let off this burden , which had followed me since i had fallen in love with him ..??" .. This was the first time that i had thought of this question?

Every night , i would think of him , until i have fallen asleep ..